I need a good long cry..The tears …
I need a good long cry..The tears are right there..But they just will not fall.Dear God can you see my Journal..I have …
this right here is how i feel basicly i gave in to my desperate want im now just a candle slowly burning away
falling down a black abyss
spiralling into the shadows
giving in to the darkness once again
fear consumes me
tearing apart my memories
their fragmented images reflecting in my eye
hope fades dispair remains
desolation now empowers
im now begging for absolution from the past
the abandoned symphony will no longer play
the families will no longer cry
the heart of a once distant life no longer beats
I need a good long cry..The tears are right there..But they just will not fall.Dear God can you see my Journal..I have …
Really struggling tonight. I don't want to be here anymore. And I really don't think I can "do it" …
I had a panic attack on saturday in downtown dallas. I went to the symphony and could only stay for about 20 minutes of …
Your poem and thoughts sound like the psalms in the bible...You know there is Hope, keep hope alive
msval412
love the way your write darlin...keep writing..
jannis