Yesterday was long and tiring but i did manage to go back to college after nearly 2 weeks. I was so nervous getting the bus i just sat with my head down and my face in a book hoping i wouldnt see anyone who knew me. I got to college and immmediatly ran to the toilet and was very sick. After i calmed down i went to my lesson and to my complete relief i was met by smiles and got thruogh the hour and 20 mins . It was ok but i still didnt feel right sitting there sometimes i feel im going crazy as there are alsorts of things that flow through my mind without warning. I got back and slept and slept i still feel very tired and lost today but at least i managed to go back and hopefully next time wont be so bad .