Not sure where im stating from or what to do next. Yesterday was the start for me admitting how ill ive been and talking to people . Im taking the antidepressents and am trying to except help(this for me is a big thing as ive looked after myself since i was 15). Ive spoken to my health visitor and my oldest daughter today and have eaten bits which is an improvement. Im really tired and scared at the mo but am going to take one day as it comes and see what happens all i do know is i cant feel much worse.