ironicgirl's Journal

Well I guess I should say that I am doing okay, that I went to check out with a therapist for the a.d.d symptoms as well as my underlying issues associated with sexual abuse that have to my knowledge helped trigger the eating disorder. I also went and got a trim on my hair, I was starting to look like mufasa, and I don't want to scare anyone, lol! I also bought a fuel filter,transmission fluid, and an emergency transmission fix. I haven't fixed my car in a long time, not so much that I couldn't, but that I have an issue I think with depression. That has to do with the sexual abuse I have endured in my life. The clinician didn't think I had a.d.d. but I really believe I have it. I find it difficult to stay focused on tasks, and if its not a right now thing I usually start zoning out. I've had these types of issues since I was a child. So I did a computer test, a self test, and my brother has to fill one out for me, then on the 3rd of June I should see my therapist, I SWEAR I will not be as fat as I am right now when I go. So starting when I go back to work its intense workouts at 24 hour fitness, and walking to and from work. I have gained like five pounds and that is a lot of fat in my opinion, though it could be that I got my period and thats why I gained so much weight? I'll be better when I lose more weight. I got a headache

I also got to chat with an awesome member her, she is a really awesome person, and I know she will recover! I believe in her!