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What if I wanted to break? Mood
Monday, August 11, 2008

I dunno. I feel kinda lame right about now… just thought about writing about how i’m feeling right now… A lots been flooding in and out of me about now, I’m just feeling really dark recently. I haven’t talked with anyone in a REALLY long time…… and i HATE it. I don’t know what to think anymore…

If someone wouldn’t mind to take the time to help me, I could think of a few links that just overwhelm me. I’m feeling really down; when i look around i get so depressed, but no one here cares! I’ll i see is their stares when i try to confess. I CANT confess how much this hurts inside! ISN”T THERE ANYONE WHO I CAN CONFIDE IN! I can’t handle this pressure of going through the motions of my daily devotions to what i’m SUPPOSED to care about. It like i’m stuck in this emotional drought, or maybe a flood, like i’m just stuck in the mud of my emotions and i can’t get out! I mean, sometimes i don’t KNOW what i’m crying about and i’m just too scared. It’s just not fair how my life turns on me like this. Its like all i can do is miss every opportunity that i can get some help for me. Can anyone tell me that i’ll be fine! Because i can’t keep GOING with this PAIN of mine! Can ANYONE tell me that i’ll be fine? I CAN”T keep going with this pain of mine, I CAN”T KEEP ON GOING WITH THIS PAIN OF MINE! I CAN”T… KEEP…… going….. with this PAIN!

UPDATED GOALS

to feel better

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Comments

  1. staceyhtchns

    I am so sorry. Have you ever been to a councler before. sometimes that can be helpful, but then again sometimes not. I have experienced both sides. I am so sorry. I makes me sad that so many young people out there have to suffer so much. I wish I could tell you it will alll be okay. I hope that for you. I hope one day that you will be able to live a happy normal life. I am here for you. HUGS


    staceyhtchns

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