I'd rather be a pain then nothing at all...
July 23, 2008 11:59am
Um... so my powers outta wack. I've been hanging out with Sawyer and co mostly. We're actually participating in a scavanger hunt the town …
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GenusVillainus’s Profile
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GenusVillainus
is feeling Horrible
I'm such an idiot...
Recently: 53 hugs given, 31 hugs received more …
About Me
I am a loser...who has a lot of problems. i live with my mommy and am missing an arm...
Interests
i like girls and the anime show called 'naruto' (personally though, i don't like naruto the character) i also am a big fan of final fantasy... and making things.
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Recent Activity
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GenusVillainus gave No1UNo Flowers 4:06pm
thanks olive...…
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GenusVillainus updated their status 4:04pm
I'm such an idiot...…
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GenusVillainus gave No1UNo a High Five 2:02pm
Watcha doing?…
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GenusVillainus commented on No1UNo’s photo/video 2:01pm
I hope so... : |…
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GenusVillainus gave AshleyLovesYou a Good Luck wish 1:59pm
Going to the hospital is Hell.... i hope you dont really have to.…
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Who turned off the lights!
July 21, 2008 1:36pm
I'm gonna lose my electricity so i can't be on as much as i'd wanna be.... dang- this is lame.... but i'll try to be on asap!
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Sawyer's Mom...
July 20, 2008 12:44am
Okay, I dunno how my idoit brain forgot, but i scheduled a dinner at Sawyer's house for right after we got home. I got this phone message that …
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Hugbook
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Hug
We've got a bunch of games on the ED group board so I'm playin' 'em. What about you?
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High Five
Thanks me too. I havn't been hospitalized in over 5 years and I like It that way. People poking and prodding me with needles..No thank you!
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Hug
Oh..Ive definately been better :|
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I’m With You
Uh oh...Do you want to talk about it? If you don't I understand.
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Hug
Hey! I havn't been on in a while. How are you?
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Bereavement - Teens
My dad was super depressed (it runs in the family) and so he took the time to make a bomb and he blew himself up in our house. Gosh, i don't really know WHY, but he did and it happened when i was maybe eleven or twelve. The second worst part was i was in the house when it happened so it actually took my arm off in the explosion. My sister and my girlfriend died four months ago from a car crash, and my mom and i can't see eye to eye now. I'm really upset.
Treatments
- Keeping Busy Somewhat Helpful
- it's more of a distraction, i don't think it actually helps me.
- Martial Arts Working / Worked
- Totally a great stress reliever. had a bad day? POW! problem solved.
- Music Working / Worked
- This just drowns out everything inside of me. like when i get so worked up i wanna kill something, this keeps me from going psycho.
- Remembering Working / Worked
- Yes it works, but i feel like i need someone to share it with and my mom doesn't really want anything to do with what happened.
- Support from Friends & Family Considering
- This would be SOOOOOO great to just talk about it with my mom, but she's so busy and we've been fighting so much it's hard to bring up. She doesn't what to talk about it anyway.
- Talking Working / Worked
- Really, really helps a whole lot...
- Time Not Working
- No way. Whoever said time heals all wounds should go do something rude to themselves in a corner. I haven't gotten over my dad's suicide and that was four years ago.
Close Families & Friends Affected By Suicide
Well, I don't know if i belong really, but my dad committed suicide when i was twelve. i don't really know why, but i talked with him right before he did, just minutes- no seconds before. It's scary thinking about it, i don't want to say anymore... the reason i don't think i belong is b/c i once tried to kill myself 1 month ago, but i don't think i'll try to again so don't worry (i'm serious, please DONT WORRY ABOUT ME TRYING TO DO IT AGAIN IT DEPRESSES ME!)
Treatments
Open Accidents
I was actually in a minor explosion. I don't wanna get too into the details, but i lost both my dad and my arm all in the same day. since then i've had multiple surgeries and much rehab for getting back on track with my life.
Treatments
- Physical Therapy Working / Worked
- Pretty good actually, i love it. At first it really hurt, but now... don't get me wrong when i say this... but it hurts good if you know what i mean...
- Martial Arts Somewhat Helpful
- You know if i train myself well i can get my blood pumping healthy and i feel really good im not so lopsided when i do this either anymore it helps me with balance...
- Talking Working / Worked
- Really helps emotionally...
Open Amputees
Well it's weird, i got caught in an explosion and it blew off most of my arm for me, then when they brought me to the hospital, they gave me about a million surgeries to reshape my shoulder.
Treatments
- Physical Therapy Working / Worked
- really helps, it hurts, but i kinda like it...
- Prosthetic Device Working / Worked
- Oh, yes! i think i get around better with one than without one, but i can pull off both just fine, my life requires something like that to keep it the same-ish to what it was.
- Skin Graft Working / Worked
- it worked, but it creeps me out how they did it...
- Martial Arts Working / Worked
- it really just helps me with balance...
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
Um... if you've read my other support group's stories... that's why i'm here...
Treatments
- Art Working / Worked
- I build things, it gets my mind off the stress and channels it into something usefull.
- Music Working / Worked
- This helps me channel my emotions, or at least consentrate on something else.
- Supportive Care Somewhat Helpful
- My friends and family kinda get that i have problems that make me a little high maintainance. They help me as best as possible.
- Talking Working / Worked
- SO HELPFUL, it really can bring me out of my fears.
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