normaa's Journal

Well here i am getting ready to go to Canada.  You would be proud of me.  Julie and Lance already e-mailed several times today.  They are counting the days.  They have so much planned for us to do.  I am alittle nervous because i haven't been that far away from home by myself.  I know you will be with me all they way.  I look forward to the trip and spending time with everyone.  Lord on know what Lance has planned. lol  He told Jason he has alot planned.  I am glad they are keeping in touch with me.  If all goes well I plan to go there once a year even for only a few days.  i tried to get Caleb to go but I know you know who didn't let him. (your ex)lol.  But that's not suprising. 
I will take lots of picture to show everyone your stomping grounds. (like they say down here).  Your mom sounds like she is doing better, i pray that the new treatment works. 

I have been looking for another job.  I guess i will probabley move to Midland if i find something there.  I not ready to make that move. I hate all the changes going on right know.  But if i need to move i will.  I really don't know why god took you away and for what reason I was left here to go through all this.  But i am trying to be happy i know it's something you would want me to do.  I know you wouldn't want me to dwell on this for long and in time i will get there.  I know I am just going on and on like always.  I sure miss you listening i sure could us a hug from you.  I will go know need finish my packing because for i know it it will Saturday and then I will be rushing and I hate that.  I love you and miss you.  And sending you a great big hug, Norma