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It's Getting Hard Mood

Tuesday, June 17, 2008 | A Painful story

so i this whole goal thing is hard. my goal was to let go of the past but it's not that easy. everytime i ask for advice i always get the "forgive and forget" but at this point i feel like all i can do is "forget". in my past i lost alot of people i loved and i can't let go cause i know why their gone and why their not here with me now. i wish i could of done sumthing so that they would still be here with me now. my life is like unraveling now and i want to be a better person than i was before and i don't know how i'm suppose to do that when i can't let go of the things that are behind me. life to me is so hard cause of all these things that are happening now. i'm really at the point where i want to give up and leave. but it's like sumthing keeps me going. one thing that sticks in my head is when my aunt told me a lil helpful advice that i think about everyday. she said " there's a reason the people in your past didn't make it to your future" i'm think i'm gonna get there cause i'm takin little steps at a time and soon i'll get there.

UPDATED GOALS

let go of the past

Progress 15%

Encouragements: 0

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The little steps will soon lead you all the way down the path.

And yeah, it's hard to forgive and forget. I seem to be able to forgive but I can never forget the hurt. We've gotta try though, right?

GiselleSylphide