Rachelinabox’s Profile

Close Anxiety

19 years ago I was living my dream..just being a healthy working woman. I just had a child and a wonderful marriage and a great job. The next year that all changed when I was sucked into the hell of my past. Having to alter my life and be the complete caregiver to my abusive Mom who died a terrible long death with me by her side and continuing to care after that for my Dad who sufferd from dementia and I also caring for him till his terrible death and then my husband becoming disabled after an elevator accident and caring for his needs and becoming everyones sole survivor. I am lost, I am frightened I don't know where i am going in life and if i do want to go on...I can't get rid of my fears of leaving my house or bedroom or talking to people or even answering the phone...The fearI hold in my chest is paralizing This is not an existance....I am trapped..I need someone who understands and can show me the light...