LaLaRedss's Journal

      Everyday seems like such an up and down.  And as my therapist tells me the rest of my life will.  At this point, my most concern is getting my kid to listen to me n her father.  It's such a struggle.  This is bringing me down so bad.  I have her coming with me to my next therapy visit at the recomm of my therapist.  Since she is still showing anger by hitting, kicking, and breaking things.  Im to blame for that, I've accepted that.  She saw me doing it.  She hasn't seen it since April when I went in the hospital.  We've been trying really hard with her, and nothing seems to matter with her.  It's like she just doesn't care.  It's her way or no way.  Just like her momma...lol  Although I am getting usede to not getting my way.  I don't like it, but it's one of my things to work on, not "controlling" everything.  I could keep going and going.  Maybe more tomorrow......