Journal Entry for May 17, 2008
i feel good today.. happy, i suppose?no. just content. which is an odd feeling. i've felt so shitty for the past.. week? or two..
anyways …
is feeling OK
i observe life. one day i'd like to be able to live it.
art, reading, movies that make me smile. animals. love love animals.
i feel good today.. happy, i suppose?no. just content. which is an odd feeling. i've felt so shitty for the past.. week? or two..
anyways …
i feel such a unadluterated hate towards my self + body. its almost shocking, how strong the feeling is right now. i can almost feel my heart …
some flowers to brighten your day a little at least( hopefully a lot )
I read you asking about the Rader program-It's a hostipal type place where you are served processed foods. Like the can stuff,you might want to check out Mirasol at www.mirasol.net it's a wonderful place wholes foods they work with your personal needs. It's a place of healing the whole as the mind, body and soul. You can e-mail me if you'd like too at khodem@juno.com Wishing you well! khodem
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friday hugs.....hope you have a good weekend
i've had anorexia and bulimia in the form of over exercising. its now compulsive overeating. i'd really love to just be happy with me one day.
i'm a vegan.. but i don't mind if your a vegetarian or an omnivore. this is just my personal dietary preference.. :)