SerireiAi's Journal

My moods and detox process has been better. I feel better today is my day 5 being sober! I am proud that I made it this far. I know I still have a long way yet to go. But I think I am getting better! Today is hot! Hot! Hot! Weather! It's annoying! But it is nice to see the sun. We have often get cloudy or rainy days here in Oregon. It can make me feel more down but oh well I still go through my daily stuff. I think I can get through today because today is my "sabbath" day so my future husband calls it. He thinks I must rest a lot today and try not get upset again like yesterday. He also said that I am allowed to go to one activity today and that is going to NA meeting. So he is very supportive and has good sense of contorl for me because I can get distracted and easily upset. He knows me for a looooonnngggg time! We both are excited about getting married but it only a very short time away! Yay! I feel lighter today than yesterday. I feel like a butterfly ready to zoom and try on different happy flowers!

I had a good night sleep that what probably made me feel better. It healthy part of stress management today!

Today I will be going to NA meeting for the 1st time. The last time I went to AA meeting and that was new for me. My friend just want me to try different meetings to help me find the right one to fit my needs and personality. So, wish me luck guys! This is going to be interesting experience for me. I am nervous in some ways because my friend said it would be totally different experience. Well, that all for general up dates!