Journal Entry for July 16, 2008
July 16, 2008 2:56am
Today's the worst day of all. I slept the whole day, at least over 12 hours and I wanted to cry, but couldn't. You know …
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About Me
I'm 17 and a Senior in high school. I don't know what I want to do after high school. I'm just trying to live one day at a time, if you call it living.
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reading, music like indie rock and folk, painting, indie movie channels, sleeping, my puppy Oscar, smoking (unfourtunatly), rainy days.
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July 16
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SilentB wrote a journal entry: Journal Entry for July 16, 2008 2:56am
Today's the worst day of all. I slept the whole day, at least over 12 hours and I wanted to cry,…
July 13
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SilentB updated their status 2:18am
Wake me when my life's over.…
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SilentB wrote a journal entry: Journal Entry for July 13, 2008 2:10am
it's been a while since I've been on dailystrength because I thought I was actually starting…
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Journal Entry for July 13, 2008
July 13, 2008 2:10am
it's been a while since I've been on dailystrength because I thought I was actually starting to have a normal life. My friends …
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Journal Entry for June 19, 2008
June 19, 2008 12:02am
Still haven't seen my boyfriend for about two weeks and Ijust keep thinking the worst possibly seniro. I keep thinking he …
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Journal Entry for June 15, 2008
June 15, 2008 12:19am
This may sound super lame that I am really am distrubed by this, but I haven't heard from my boyfriend for almost a week. I normally don't …
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Journal Entry for June 14, 2008
June 14, 2008 2:19am
I fell like writting, but I don't know how I feel at this moment. I mean, I know how I feel, it's just there are no words …
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Close Depression
: Clinical (Major) DepressionI've been depressed for about 3 months.I'm sleeping most of the time and I feel worthless and can't consentrate during work or school. I've been a little more irratable towards everyone. I thought that maybe it was just a mood I was going through, but a friend suggested that I was depressed. I did some research on the internet and I fit most of the mental and physical symptoms. I took about 8 depression assement test and score fairly high in the moderatly severe to just severe. When I was yonger, I use to burn my arms and legs with lighters and I'm starting to do it again. I haven't thought about killing myself, but just about what if I did die? What if I got in a car crash? What if I just didn't wake up one morning? Then I think, would it be that bad? I haven't told anyone about this and I don't think I will. I can't tell my friends because of how they'll look at me and I can't tell my family because they already have enough on their plate and don't need to think about me all the time. I feel like I don't have anyone to trust with this information, or that no one really cares about it. It's hard to wake up in the morning, feeling like you have this huge weight on your chest that you can't get rid of. Everyday is just a fog of events that I can't recall.
Close Depression - Teen
I have severe depression and no one knows it. I haven't told anyone. I don't feel apart of my family and they're mad at me for the way I behave. My friends have their own problems to deal with with out me and let's face it, teachers are out of the question. It hasn't gotten better, but worse. I have never felt so strongly about killing myself. It takes so much to get out of bed each morning knowingthat it'ss never get better, Ill never be happy like I used to be.
Open Self-Injury
Cutting or burning myself feels like the onlyway I can get rid of any feelings I have about me, I all seems to go away for a while. No I don't even feel anything, I sort of space out while I do it to myself.
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