I know my last entry seemed very angry and I wasat the time. lol. I am feeling much better now, however it is father's day tomorrow and he's coming round to see the kids. I've told him that I can't be here and I think he understands why, he's not stupid. If I spend time with him I'll probably cry and want a big hug but that's not what I need to do, so I plan to simply avoid it lol. I've had my sister, my niece and my two best friends over today and tomorrow I'm going to my sister's for a roast, should be fab. I should really buy a father's day card for Martin but I don't know if he deserves one.
"Just wanted to check and see how you were doing. I hope better.
hugs"
Lovable74