ReaperSF's Journal

Came home after looking at an apartment, forgot how small they were, and decided to sort through the pictures. I didn't want to do it, ut thought that a good cry would make me feel better. I sorted through them making sure we each had pics from over the years and of special events. I can't help but think that maybe had she done this she might have asked herself why am I leaving now that he has finally seen the light?

I think her emotional affair is clouding her choices, and how her choices will play out between us and between the kids. I want her back, and she knows that even though I have not been calling her as of late. I think its funny that one minute you can be in such a good mood and distracted, and the next be crying and asking yourself why is this happening to me and my family. I prey to god that the coming months make me stronger, and make her see that she may not have done the right thing...