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Today was a weird day. I woke up kinda happy - the anti depressants must be working!
I went to a clairvoyant/spiritualist today as I felt the urge to make contact with my dear man or at least to hear that he was okay.
The lady started off by asking for my watch so that she has something of mine to hold as she is doing the reading. She didnt know me from Adam and I gave her no indications/ information through out the reading. She started talking about my future and people I would encounter or who would be precious to me so
positives or things that rang true :
she mentioned my sisters name which is an unusual name and she thought it was probably a friend - which we are! - and have got close since Mike's death
she got the manner of my father and mothers death right.
she said that I had been crying 'rivers' recently.... (spot on I think - make that the amazon river!)
she said that I had had a lot of turmoil and that I was going to go through a massive upheaval/ change ( I only hope here that she had her timing wrong as I dont think I could cope with any more changes!).
She saw me changing careers and doing more travel - possibly moving into the voluntary or charity sector (all of which I have been exploring since Mikes death but not advised her).
Negatives:
she mentioned alot of people I dont know (yet???)
she didnt mention Mike.
When she asked at the end if there was anything that I wanted to ask her in particular I asked her if she could see / hear Mike.
It took her about 2 - 3 mins but then she did apparently make a connection, she got the manner of his death right, described his personality pretty well, and said a couple of things that only Mike and I knew...so that was spooky. It cost £45 for one hour and I got a CD of the conversation so that I can play it back at leisure.
What has it done for me?
I feel strangely quiet this evening and at peace with myself - than I have in a long time.
I feel a connection with Mike even though he is not hear in body.
I feel slightly more optimistic about the future whereas in the past 12 weeks I have verged back and forth on the tightrope of potential suicide and losing my mind with grief and depression.
I dont think I would go for a while - maybe after xmas? so that it gives me a chance to see if what she has predicted comes true.
what a day!
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I read your post and was interested in seeing what this lady told you. Through my own experiences I know that sometimes the ones we are wishing with all our hearts to contact are the ones that just don't have a message for us at this time. I think it might be because they are still going through their own adjustments of not being here anymore. I have had a "gift" of being able to speak, hear and feel spirit around me for 27 years and i am still learning from them. My mum, who passed away just over 10 years ago, will occassionally come to me with messages (we made a deal before she passed that she would do this). I will see her perhaps once a year, or when she needs to urgently get a message to me. This totally drains me emotionally the next day. Just the other night she warned me of an accident that may happen to a friend of mine...i was shaken and upset and i spoke to the person involved to take care if she was going anywhere this weekend. I felt that i had to give her some warning as this message from my mum could have been an intervention. It is very hard to know the right words to say without someone thinking that i am a fruitcake. Anyway, I am glad that you are more at peace with yourself and I am positive that your beloved Mike is with you at all times watching over you and comforting you. BIG HUGS
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That was good to hear and glad you feel peaceful. I want to go to a medium and will plan to soon. My last counseling appointment she used music and imagery and I have found I feel more peaceful. This is the first Saturday that I woke up not feeling heavy and taking forever to get out of bed. In fact I got this silent message in my head and know it was from Ted, It's time to get going. I know he's around and know our loved ones are around, I just would like a visit in a dream. Big heartfelt hug!!
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