please help
July 2, 2008 7:36am
i dont know how much i can keep going
i feel so overwhelmed and weak. i have no strength left. i 've done all i can. but the …
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May 14, 2008 12:29am
I'm so exhausted. Saw the GP today, waste of time and completely disheartening. I desparately need something to get me to sleep at …
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first post, looking for some help
May 13, 2008 4:21am
Ok, so this is my first entry.
I've only just joined the group, hoping to find some support, because I'm just not coping. I want …
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Hey Em I hope I didnt upset u by my last email. If I did I'm sorry. Im hopin your doing alright
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I hope thses flowers cheer yu up. Im here Maggie
I’m With You
Hello my friend - how are you doing? Did ya hang in to the end with all those wretched tests? Hugs and hugs
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Iam saying a prayfor you today. Maggie
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i wish you nothing but good thigs today maggie
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Close Physical & Emotional Abuse
Hi I'm Em, this is a bit about me: I was abused throughout my childhood. No support from my family. Diagnosed with depression in '05. In psych hosp for awhile cos I was suicidal, treated terribly there. I have PTSD and anxiety, finding it hard to survive, death seems the only way out and I dont' have the support I need to get through the struggle to stay safe.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- Don't feel its worked at all so far. Its so draining, bringing up stuff that happened in the past and I'm exhausted as it is.
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- It sort of helps, but not every time. Often writing stuff down is good, just so its out of my head.
Close Sexual Abuse
xxEmxx hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
xxEmxx hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Panic Attacks
i suffer from ptsd, anxiety and have struggled with depresion in the past. trying to come to terms with abuse and struggling to survive this so called life.
Treatments
- BuSpar Considering
- It doesn't seem to have helped at all, but I'm scared maybe it has a bit and i'd be worse if i stopped it.
- Effexor Not Working
- i no longer take this. had side effects of feeling sick, couldn't control my temp, got sweaty all the time whereas normally i wouldn't. also had dry mouth.
- Meditation Considering
- I try breathing techniques and meditation. but they're no good when i'm having a panic attack. it doesn't provide relief.
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- It takes a lot out of me, but it hasn't helped. cant' afford to keep going. too much strain emotionally and financially.
- Seroquel Not Working
- I no longer take this. the doc thought this was responsible for my dizziness and tachycardia.
- Physical Exercise Somewhat Helpful
- I try and go for walks to get out some of the anxiety. but its hard cos i get really sore joints which means often i cant go for those walks. i know the fresh air feels good and i feel good for getting the exercise doing something positive for my body.
