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Monday, May 12, 2008

I'm so tired of everyone telling me to kick him out let him go!! You are better off and he's just using you. Focus on you and your kids and quit letting him get the upper hand. I'm not trying to do any of those things dammit!! I just want everything back the way it was. How can you be so wrng about a person? I know my kids and I are the most important thing here and I know that he's not doing what he should. I just want to know why!! The hardest part is knowing in my gut there's another reason for this sudden change and he's making me think that it' s all me. He won't tell me the truth and I want the truth just so I know I'm not crazy for thinking what I am thinking. Look at mw, I am raving like a physcho!! Maybe he's right?????

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Oh no, your feelings are all validated with me! As much as I think my husband is being selfish for up and leaving, I don't care. I just want him back! I can put up with selfishness a little better knowing what I now know. No, I don't think I should let him push me around or take advantage of me, but I can sure work on trying to be more supportive of him and his work and his time. AND I have those same feelings about what is wrong with me that he doesn't want me any longer and what is wrong with me. Am I not attractive to him any more (that sure helps with my already nauseous stomach and not being able to eat anything)? Is he telling the truth about there not being anyone else??? Ok, did I help at all by raving right back with you. See? I am a psycho, too!
Good Luck!

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