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I'm so tired of everyone telling me to kick him out let him go!! You are better off and he's just using you. Focus on you and your kids and quit letting him get the upper hand. I'm not trying to do any of those things dammit!! I just want everything back the way it was. How can you be so wrng about a person? I know my kids and I are the most important thing here and I know that he's not doing what he should. I just want to know why!! The hardest part is knowing in my gut there's another reason for this sudden change and he's making me think that it' s all me. He won't tell me the truth and I want the truth just so I know I'm not crazy for thinking what I am thinking. Look at mw, I am raving like a physcho!! Maybe he's right?????
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It was Mother's day earlier today and I don't think I've ever been so sad. I've been sick latley alot and this weekend was bad. The luv of my life that I've been with for the past 3 yrs. told me on friday to let go of him and he couldn't love me the way I need to be loved or be here to help take care of me thru my sickness. We've been having trouble but I thought this time it would blow over. I've stood by him thru many rough times and he left. My children are sad and hurt and their father wanted to see them today so he had them on Mother's Day. He doesn't see them often so I guess I shouldn't be selfish. I've been a good person and I've been very supoortive and nothing I've done has mattered. I pray everynight for god's help and for my sweetheart to be the man I fell in love with again but nothing. I can't let go and that just makes it worse. How do you let go of something you believe in so much and know in your heart that he's a good man? This isn't suppose to be happening. I've done everything I can do and more and yet nothing. He says this is all my fault. I didn't want to be alone and in so much physical pain while going thru emotional pain too!! He hasn't come home and I haven't heard from him other than in a txt msg hours ago which wasn't a pleasant one. I'm just confused and I'm trying to be strong for my children and it's very hard. No one will read this but I guess it helps to get it out somehow. I hope tomorrow is a better day and I hope he comes home tonight. I dont' undersatnd how someone could change and just walk away without any emotion or regret. I was so good to him!
Oh no, your feelings are all validated with me! As much as I think my husband is being selfish for up and leaving, I don't care. I just want him back! I can put up with selfishness a little better knowing what I now know. No, I don't think I should let him push me around or take advantage of me, but I can sure work on trying to be more supportive of him and his work and his time. AND I have those same feelings about what is wrong with me that he doesn't want me any longer and what is wrong with me. Am I not attractive to him any more (that sure helps with my already nauseous stomach and not being able to eat anything)? Is he telling the truth about there not being anyone else??? Ok, did I help at all by raving right back with you. See? I am a psycho, too!
Good Luck!
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