so i cried alot so far. i'm abotu to go pick up my order at borders. least i get 25% off. that's a little more hitch my giddy up. *sigh* i need a new puter i think lord knows i can't afford it. *sniff* i like this journal. i think its good to write everything down to get it out of me. away so i can't curl up with it anymore. i've come along ways from lying on my bed with tears streaming unchecked down my face. i'm taking folic acid. i don't know what that has to do with anything (LOL) and i'm thinking about something else that is natural to take. my doc doesn't want me taking prozac because I'm in the process of getting pregnant. she said it could hurt the fetus. for petes sake i'm not going to take it WHILE i'm pregnant. surely there's something i out ther ei can take that is safe.