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    About Me

    married, fat, depressed... married for 9 years, together for around 20 years. 5ft1in, 380 pounds, long black hair, brown eyes. 4 kids boy age 25 married with 2 kids 1 boy 1 girl boy age 24 married/divorced 1 girl girl age 21 married 1 boy 2 girls, oldest girl passed away at birth son would be 20 but passed away at age 11 in 1999, best friend passed away in april 1999 love my critters, dogs, bird, hamster

    Interests

    animals, they love you no matter what. some crafts, fishing, playing on computer, worshiping God/Jesus

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  • Journal

    • not to good

      Mood June 5, 2008 6:37am

      its a success every day, till i wake up. then i only eat once a day, it starts when i get up and ends when i lay down, im always hungry. not just …
    • failure today

      Mood May 21, 2008 8:50pm

      not to good, at a 1/2 pack cookies. got upset cause over a week i didnt loose any weight and i tried.. ill start over tomorrow.
    • tuesday may 20th

      Mood May 20, 2008 7:19pm

      no cookies for 6 days now. hahahahaha 
    • wednesday 14th

      Mood May 14, 2008 6:59pm

      nothing much happening. BIG bowl of cereal for b-fast. bowl of peanut butter and jelly for lunch. not eatting to good today. depressed for some …

    • tuesday may 13th

      Mood May 13, 2008 9:08pm

      hi, today i am so tired, however i did get up and tried to clean up the living room a little bit, took me long time but it looks a little better.. at …

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    Progress

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    Current Weight (Lbs)
    380
    Body Mass Index (BMI)
    71.8
  • Support Groups

    • Close Obesity

      i really dont know what to say, im 5 ft. 1 in. 380 pounds, i agree to loose weight every day but fail every day. depressed, have no friends, noone that stands behind me. noone to turn to. tried everything with no success. death of dad, son and best friend, hubby loves me but hes not in love with me, or he doesnt show it.. noone to turn to

      Treatments

      Alli Not Working
      cant afford
      Avoid Certain Foods / Chemicals Not Working
      didnt work, kept getting so hungry i would get sick and had to eat
      Cycling Not Working
      due to other disabilities i cant cycle
      Gastric Bypass Surgery Considering
      dr said i had to loose down to 300 pounds before they will do the surgery, if i can do that i dont need the surgery
      Jenny Craig Not Working
      cant afford
      Meridia Not Working
      did it, did work for little bit, long time ago, now dr wont perscribe it and insurance wont pay for it
      NutriSystem Not Working
      tast nasty. and cant afford it, im only getting disability
      Physical Exercise Not Working
      again due to physical disabilitys in my back legs and lungs i cant do too much, cant walk enough to do anything
      Slim-Fast Not Working
      cant afford it, and have u seen the sugar/carbs in slim fast foods
      South Beach Diet Not Working
      cant afford it
      Swimming Not Working
      cant swim well enought to do this
      Weight Watchers Not Working
      cant afford
      Xenical Not Working
      insurance wont pay and i cant afford
    • Close Depression
      Type: Clinical (Major) Depression

      depressed most of my life, not much good has happened. thougth i was fat and ugly all my life and had noone. was told this most of my life. abuse, deaths (my dad, my son, my only two friends) so much more i dont have enought room to tell it all. "they (the dr)" said i have bipolar disorder, manic depression, multiple personality disorder, what ever that is,

      Treatments

      Celexa Working / Worked
      keeps me from throwing things, with the bipolar
      Effexor Not Working
      didnt work
      Positive Thinking Not Working
      dont work
      Psychotherapy Not Working
      found one counselor that was finding out what was wrong with me, then she quit working
      Seroquel Not Working
      suppose to start taking it several weeks ago but with all the problems it has in the news im afraid to start it
      Support from Friends & Family Not Working
      what friends and family. i have relatives but relatives and family are two different things
      Wellbutrin Not Working
      didnt work
      Writing Not Working
      dont remember to keep it up, afraid someone will see it
      Zoloft Not Working
      didnt work
      Depakote Somewhat Helpful
      i really dont know if it helps or not i take it cause the dr said to
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