helloneighbor's Journal

i've not skipped school in forever. we can only miss 20 unexcused days. and i have 18 days. we got our progress reports today. i hate school so much. it sucks so much energy out of me. i already don't sleep at night. i sleep in school but then i get zeros on my stuff anyway. i'm passing all my classes, but it doesn't matter if i have straight As or not. [which i don't] if we miss 21 days of school we fail no matter what. with nothing to do after school, this will be more difficult to go. because if i wouldn't go to school on a day that i had something in the afternoon. such as dancing classes. i couldn't go to dancing. and i would much rather go to that than to go to school. with nothing to do and nothing to worry about missing out on in the afternoon i don't know how difficult this will be. i'm hoping i'll pass, because if i don't i'm probably going to give up. i can't spend another year in sophomore classes. i'm not stupid. i'm not one to fail.

school is too stressful. i don't handle stress very well.