is feeling Bad
My name's Victoria. I'm sixteen. I love Sunny and with any luck will marry him. I'm double jointed. I can solve a Rubik's Cube. My eyes are two different colors. I've been on two different antidepressant medicines. Neither worked. I hate therapy because I don't open up to people in person. I talk to people online. It's easier. I like to talk and I'm a good listener. I don't know how to deal with my problems so I deal with other people's problems. Which are usually worse than mine. Depression runs in my family. I can't cry. I'm basically numb to any emotion.
Dancing. Photography. Poetry. Internet. Technology. Graphics.
May 14, 2008 11:51pm
i've realized something very important today.
people don't change.
my best friend katt now hates me. i don't blame her. she loves a boy …
May 13, 2008 10:14pm
i feel the need to make a list of my top 5 priorities.
so i'm going to do so.
number one: Sunny. i'd honestly not make it with the …
May 13, 2008 5:40pm
my friend ruth and i have made a deal that neither of us are going to miss any more school. because she's in the same boat that i'm in with …
May 12, 2008 5:40pm
i've not skipped school in forever. we can only miss 20 unexcused days. and i have 18 days. we got our progress reports today. i hate school so …
May 12, 2008 12:12am
this is my favorite i've ever done i think.
i found it the other day.
Fuck this life
And everything in it
People spend way too …
I'm never happy. Nothing makes me happy no matter how much i try to enjoy things. Every thing's a struggle.
polycystic kidneys run in my family. my grandpa died in the hospital while waiting for a transplant from a blood clot in his heart. he was in dialysis. my mom and her brothers all have it. recently finding out that i have it. i get pains and uncomfortable when i move certain ways. like my organs don't all fit in my body.
