Tuesday night.... A PTSD night
ITs been a rough night i hate the color red and i would never type in it but i dont know what else to do. i have been …
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Lawyer called me yesterday to give me an update. They are still waiting on the emt reports but
the insurance wants to settle now on just the car wreck part. I'm nervous of when they do settle that I will loose it finally. I wonder if It will be a relief because it's going to over or if it will be worse because it will be over. I'm scared of how I will handle this part.
So far this has kept me going and I'm scared that when it is over what will I do each day and how it will affect me. Will I have to let go then or will nothing change. It's the not knowing right now . We are going to move to florida. My girls are so very happy and are wanting to start packing but I'm scared of that part as well. I want to go but then again I will be leaving so many memories behind. good and bad memories. Most important my son was cremated
and he is here in our china cabinet so he will be with us always . I guess it's time for new hopefully good memories from here on out.
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Well, it was easier for me when it was over...all the talks with our lawyer made me uncomfortable....so are you moving? Another house or another town? Love to you...Karen
biowoman
The unknown is a scary thing. Usually the anticipation is much harder. Try not to look to far ahead, there will always be something to create a roadblock. This is a life long journey and reshaping our new lives takes a great deal of time. I can understand the mixed emotions about moving but it should be easier if your kids are excited. Usually kids don't like change so you have a positive going for you. Best of luck. Love Robin
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It's been 9 months and I'm still dealing with a final issue involving my son's passing. I have to say I SO look forward to putting this final bit behind me. Every little step over the past months was hard (filing his taxes, turning off his cell phone, etc.) They all tore a bit more of my heart out. Hopefully, you'll feel a bit of relief once the insurance things is settled. I pray that the new start in a new place will provide a bit of peace for you and your family. Love and Peace to you, my friend. Adrianne
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