grandmaofdakota's Journal

Right now we are in a fight ,I never dream I would be doing with one of my own children. Renee, has been dealt with something that is horrible. I been dealt with something like this with my Tommy and now my daughter.                        Renee, will get operated on june 9,2008. Her doctor is very kind and sweet and will do his best to help her and try to make sure she can have a baby some day, but right now her life comes first. As he says she is  his number one concern .We can tell he is just upset over this as we are. I am a mess. We are trying our best to be strong for Renee. but dammit this is my child .one of my best friends .One thing we have learn with this who our true friends are . Thank God we were bless with wonderful friends. Being a military family it is hard being away from family.not like you can call and have your family come right over .I feel so bad right now for Renee, all she wants is to see her brother Kevin ,Krista and Dakota.. I feel so damn bad about this . I promise Renee once she is on her feet I will send Renee there to visit . Right now Amaya and Dakota is Renee best medicine. She loves her two little Angels.Good news is Kevin and Dakota is coming now .Renee is really happy about that . but it is sad reason why. I gave Renee some news today and it did not surprise her one bit. she look at me and said I knew it all along Mom .it is just me .what do you expect? That pissed me off that she feels that way. She wants no one from this point to know what is going on with her in our family .she is firm on this .She is an adult and we can not go against what she says. after all she is 24 years old.