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My Life Sucks Mood
Wednesday, May 14, 2008 | A Venting story

 

I am not sure how much more of this I can take!  I just cannot stand him always being in control of everything I do, everyplace I am allowed to go to and everyone I am allowed to talk to because I'm the "addict".  He comes & goes as he pleases & I can't even take out the garbage without an excort!  My older son asks me if I can take him to his grandma's and I tell him I can't unless she comes and gets him for the day.  My 4 year old boy remeb ers when  I was free, yes I was using some of the time, but all he remembers was mommy taking him to the park, the mall and having fun, n ow he sees me as some houseridden pathetic woman.  What kind of life is this?!!!!!!!???!!!  How much more can I take?!!!!!!!!!!?????????  I feel my life just wasting away before my eyes......Please God, Please Please show me what to do....

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