monday
September 2, 2008 4:50am
another lonely night
hands tied behind my back
i can barely go thru the motions
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alphanumerixx
is feeling Bad
but does it work?
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About Me
i have the bipolar.
Interests
transcendentalism. left-handers. prisms. typewriters. books. collages. black figs. orchids. cacti. acoustic covers. crashing waves & heartbeats. underbaked cookies. baby & puppy breath. foliage. underground & subversive writers, artists, musicians, etc.
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August 31, 2008 1:20am
it's times like these that break something within you, a measure of innocence perhaps, when the people you depend on the most, the people on whom …
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only a month?
August 29, 2008 12:54am
has it only been a month since i last posted? it feels like an eternity, like crossing death valley in a rowboat. but i guess it makes sense.
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Journal Entry for July 16, 2008
July 16, 2008 3:25pm
you know that vertigo feeling you get
when you stand up too fast or when you
jump out of bed to answer the phone?
well i've been feeling that way …
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re: yin & yang.
July 10, 2008 3:22am
tuesday night: foul abandoned sour suicidal dragons.
wednesday night: sweet jasmine flavored cotton candy.
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Hi, sorry to hear you are feeling down. I know the struggle w/depression & trying to keep it together at work. I see families w/babies & thik that will never be me, I will never get to be that happy, which is depressing. So hang in there & if you need to tell your supervisor, I recommend it because of privacy issues he cannot release that info. to anyone...hope this help
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http://dailystrength.org/groups/ds-qa come join this group!!! :)
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Its from Lose Lips from the Juno Soundtrack...I haven't heard of Herman Dune before...I'll have to check him out though...
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“Sleep is like the unicorn - it is rumored to exist, but I doubt I will see any”
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Hey there how are you hope all is good.
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Support Groups
Close Anxiety
i was recently dx'd with Bipolar2 and am taking eskalith for that. so far it's been a dream for stabilizing mood & depressions. i still have anxiety issues though and have goals to improve with that. at my worst times i was having panic attacks & migraines but both have since subsided.
Treatments
- Breathing Exercises Somewhat Helpful
- breathing helps when i feel a panic attack coming on, but i haven't had one in several months.
- Xanax Somewhat Helpful
- it helps but looking for something else.
Open Depression
bipolar type II with episodes of depression and suicidal ideations. brief lapses of energy and elation and long stretches of ennui and apathy.
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