Put Life on Pause
July 1, 2008 9:38pm
I really wish I could just put this life on hold. Just put it on pause and not have to deal with anything anymore. I just feel sooo tired! exhuasted …
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WendyinNNLand’s Profile
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About Me
I am here to deal with this shitty thing and i need help to do it. I cant keep quite anymore it is taking its toll on me emotionally, mentally and physically
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Recent Activity
July 13
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WendyinNNLand replied to colinandtyler’s discussion post lets play a game!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! in the Sexual Abuse support group 11:11pm
not sure i think it could be all kinds of things maybe a singer... if you could be any disney character…
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WendyinNNLand replied to mommyinsa2’s discussion post have you forgiven your abuser? in the Sexual Abuse support group 11:02pm
im sure it is normal.. as for me i hate my abuser and often i want to kill him and i dont think i will…
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WendyinNNLand wrote a discussion post in the Sexual Abuse support group: need some letters of encouragement 10:59pm
i am working in my the courage to heal workbook... and i need some letters of encouragement from people…
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WendyinNNLand replied to SaMaNtHa17GrAcE’s discussion post crazy in the Sexual Abuse support group 10:51pm
i know how u feel.... like i could have written that myself!.. its going to be okay it has to... dont…
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WendyinNNLand gave Person913 a Hug 6:16pm
im thinking about it…
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My dream
June 29, 2008 10:03pm
I had a dream a couple of nights ago. I had gone to my aunts house no one was home except for my abuser. He's old and Sick. So in my dream he was …
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if only
June 22, 2008 10:54pm
I was looking through old pictures and came across my aunts wedding album. Shes the one who is married to my abuser. I was flipping though wishing i …
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my issue
May 15, 2008 11:03pm
So my issue is that right now im going through the forget it phase like i alway do.. it comes strikes me 10x harder than the last but i eventually …
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Hey Little Girl
May 13, 2008 12:22am
So i keep reading about how people write to their innner child.. so im gonna give it a try
Hey Little Girl,
Its been a long time since we …
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Support Groups
Close Sexual Abuse
I am a vitcim/survivor of child molestation. I was molested when i was 10 by an uncle (not blood married in), i didnt knwo what to o then and I NEVER told anyone. I would say in the last 4 years i havent bee able to stop dreaming/thinking about it and it is draining me and taking over my life. I need help to deal and i need to talk to people who understand what it feels like. I have kept it in for to long and now it is hurting my not only metally and emtionally and also physically.
Treatments
- Music Not Working
- i love to sing and use it as a tool to forget what is on my mind but the mintue i stop it all comes back
Close Obesity
I have come to realize that i eat to make mind not think about my molestation and also to stay fat, cuz my mind beleieves if im fat then no one will ever want me which make me safe. But i want my control back and i want to be healthy!!
Treatments
- Avoid Certain Foods / Chemicals Not Working
- does not work, if i make a food forbidden its all i want to eat
- Elliptical Trainer Working / Worked
- my fav machince
- LA Weight Loss Working / Worked
- it worked but stop going
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
I was molested when i was 10 by an uncle.... and i never told anyone and now i am stating have panic attacks and sleepless nights, and grinding my teeth!!
Open Panic Attacks
I never had a panic attack until december of last year and thats when i found out its from keeping that haunting secret to myself! :( and now i have them more often!!
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