7-16-08
July 16, 2008 8:20pm
Today hasn't been too bad. I haven't done much. I have tried to keep myself as calm as possible in order to keep from being in my negative …
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45 %
Current Weight (Lbs)
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cas0819’s Profile
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About Me
I am a single mother of three children. They are 1, 6, and 8 years old. Their fathers are not in our lives at all. I don't have any family support. I only have one friend and she is tied down with her five children so she can't offer much help. I go to school full time. I work from home on occasion.
Interests
Reading, art, court and cop shows.
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Recent Activity
Yesterday
Tuesday
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cas0819 gave unlovedbyal a Prayer 8:41pm
I hope you haven't reached the end of your rope. I know I was there last weekend and something inside…
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cas0819 gave heartbroken32 a Hug 8:35pm
I hope you are feeling a little better than last week. I am doing better. Just try to be happy with you.…
Friday
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cas0819 gave unlovedbyal a Hug 1:49pm
Thank you. I appreciate it just as much as I needed it. I hope you are feeling a little better. Just…
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cas0819 and Roquerocket are now friends 1:48pm
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7-13-08
July 13, 2008 8:08pm
Not getting better only worse. Having some bad thoughts. It's really messing with me right now. I just don't know how I will make it or if I …
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7-12-08
July 12, 2008 6:50pm
The last few days I have been feeling depressed. I feel like I can't seem to make myself happy or motivated to do anything. All day Friday I …
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sending a hug your way because we all can use one at some point and your babies are very beautiful just like their mother
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I hope there are better days
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Sorry you are feeling bad, yourself. I appreciate your prayers offered on sadbecca's behalf. she has been through much.
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Thanks, Im having a hard time letting him go, I dont know how. I cried all day today. How are you
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Support Groups
Close Depression
: Clinical (Major) DepressionI have been diagnosed as suffering from depression since 2002 after my daughter was 6 months old. It went away about a year later. Then last year when my son was about 6 months old it reappeared. This time it is much worse. It won't go away. I have been hospitalized twice for being suicidal. But I am still very suicidal (in thoughts only). I can't seem to get on the right medicine. I can't get a diagnosis as to why I feel this way. I have no one to talk or turn to for help. It just feels like everyone has given up on me and so I feel like I want to give up too. I need help!
Treatments
- Zoloft Not Working
- Didn't work for me, I had alot of suicidal thoughts after 2 weeks.
- Cymbalta Not Working
- Great for body aches and pain. But after 2 months I began to have severe suicidal and homicidal thoughts.
- Abilify Not Working
- All I can say is "WOW". This medicine had me really messed up after a couple of days. The first few days were awesome, but then I had a ton of side effects that were considered severe. I couldn't see, I was stumbling and running into things, I was very forgetful, I started stuttering and slurring my words, I became paranoid and delusional.
- Seroquel Too Soon to Tell
- I started tking seroquel on 5-21-08. So far I am just extremely tired.
Close Insomnia
I have been having a very hard time sleeping for years but in the last few months it has been alot worse.
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