Amanisha's Journal

I filled out papers for a PPO against Joel, and I am taking it to the county clerks office tomorrow after work. I work at 4:00 am to 1:00 pm so I can't take it before I go to work. I also heard that his mom is checking who he is talking to on myspace and face book and that he has to ask if he can talk to people.

He parents are very controlling and they don't allow him to make his own decisions. Infact they tried to make my decisions for me and I wanted to kill myself.His family ex pecially his mom protect him likfe fort knox, may I remind you that he is 21 years old and will be 22 this year.

His mom has threatened to throw me across the room, throw me litterally out of their house. I have seen Joel's dad kick their chocolate lab Hershey for taking food off the table; but they feed him off the table.

I have alot of things that are not good about Joel and his family. When Joel was a Junior in high school he had just gotten his license and took a bunch of girls to taco bell on lunch break, when he pulled into Taco Bell he hit a kid on his bike! His dad weasled Joel out of it and only ended up paying a $500 fine.

On feburary 2nd, I was watching the super bowel at Joels and my whole right side went numb I begged him for 5 minutes to call 911 and he didn't. His mom finally had him call 911. I could have died, they thought it was a possible stroke. 

I remember when we started dating that we were leaving his house and I had told him a little white lie and  we were just outside hie back door and he slammed the door on my fingure. It tured purple and bleu and black. I had a black scar on there until June! He said he didn't see my fingers and he didn't mean it. But I think he was mad because I told him a lie about dropping a class I couldn't handle. I think it was Western Civ.