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So I've been feelling alot better. This deep sadness I feel comes and goes like the sun, rising and seting …

today was a good day. woke up freeling good, not tired. had a great day with the baby,,boyfriend is sober,but sooo jealous.
i.ll bee seeing him this weekend..wish me luck!
So I've been feelling alot better. This deep sadness I feel comes and goes like the sun, rising and seting …
well.....im still doing well...i havent touched a drug in a while...i choose not to know how longfor me itsi havent …
So far 5 days sober...but feeling bad about Friday night. My sister decided to take my for a ride in her …
boyfriend went into detox yesterday.
daughter is very annoyed with me..it seems to be happenimg more often. i fell as if i dont know where i belong, and added to that i cant stay on my own,
striklyfear
boyfriend out of detox he sounds wonserful. i want this so badly for him. he really deserves good things....praying this time it works for him
striklyfear
I am proud of your boyfriend for going into detox and I am sure he is glad he did this too. You can only be there for him in your own limited capacity, not for everything he has to deal with (I know many of us are all co-dependents with our raising). Let him walk an unstable wobble b/c he won't know he can really achieve anything until he actually does it himself. It is not easy to be in a relationship and in love. I have had so many disappointments that did not work that I just don't think I would ever be interested in the journey again. But I am happy for you and hope this time the detox will stick. But only you will know how you truly feel and you must take care of yourself first before you can do anything for anyone else, much less your boyfriend. I have spent years slaving in situations for others, their children, etc. and so sad that I overlooked me in the process of Life which happens so quickly. I commend you both. GOD BLESS! Frances
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