Journal Entry for May 18, 2007
Feeling alright I guess. I am patiently awaiting to see what will happen with this pregnancy this time(found out last thursday). The doctors call me …
is feeling OK
I am 28 yrs old. I have the most wonderful boyfriend who has supported me so greatly during this time. I am so lucky. I direct a church choir and work for an environmental agency. This is my first time being apart of a support group, but I need you guys badly. I was on baby center till I lost my baby.
I love music. I find it to be very good therapy. I also love my neices (one is in my profile picture).
Feeling alright I guess. I am patiently awaiting to see what will happen with this pregnancy this time(found out last thursday). The doctors call me …
Wow. Its been a long time. I have had quite a few things happen. Lately I am having issues in my relationship. He keeps lying to me and for some …
Miscarried-Thursday. depressed.
It has been a long time since I have written in this journal. I feel pretty good. I am pregnant again and praying for a good pregnancy.
Its funny, whenever I look at the smiley faces I always think...will I ever have more than a grim face? Probably not for a while. Everything was …
sending hugs. :)
just checking in. havent seen you around much. sending many hugs. :)
havent seen you in a while and thought i'd check in. hope all is going well. sending many hugs :)
Hope...is what carries us, when we are too tired to go on. Hope...is to desire with some confidence of fulfillment. Hope...is to persist in hoping against all odds. Hope...is the expectation that things will indeed get better. Hope...is magic in an otherwise harsh world!
thinking of you and sending hugs :)
On February 9, I was rushed into emergency surgery. I had a ectopic pregnancy and almost died. I am really having a hard time with this. Its hurts so bad, not just my body, but now my heart. This was my first pregnancy. I don't sometimes think that I am gonna make it. And, it is so scary because I want to be pregnant so bad yet don't want to do anything stupid. God help.
I left my husband a while ago, because of him cheating and playing psycological games on me. It was either leave, or kill myself(no, seriously). It was just that bad, and I am not a dramatic person. He still will not give me a divorce. He just keeps leeching on, even though now I have moved on with my life. Yuck!
I am on my third pregancy and scared. Why did I always believe that once you get pregnant your fine?