redrosesrsweet's Journal

So yesturday I had a really good day. My mood was alot better and things seems to be up yesturday. Dylan went and looked for a job real hard that was great I was impressed. And I felt like I wanted him again for the first time in a while. We started a program last night called "Having a baby Becoming a parent" its a 4 week call for 2 hours once a week. It was real great going and meeting other pregnant mothers, its great to talk to them and see that we all have these concerns we can talk about being pregnant. The Public health nurse said this was the first time alot of people actually showed up to the class he was happy, he said it dosent mean you shouldnt show up next week. We all had some good laughs. Another good thing no moms there smoke! I was so happy about that. I have never been a smoker and never tend to be and smoking being pregnant I totally am against, if you can quit you should. Dylan told me when his ex was pregnant the doctor told her she shouldnt stop quiting, what kind of doctor is that?! Yeah I know its hard but quiting would do so much better than harm, he said it would shock the baby, yeah ok he should of never got his digree, lol. Anyways I cant wait to go next thursday all though I will have a busy day next thursday. Got a dentist apointment than Im going to go see my Obstetrican again for the second time then that class. But I hope thats a good day too. Some nights I sleep well others I dont it just very with me. I hope Ill get better sleep though...Looking forward on waking up every 2 hours with the baby...yeah right