today
July 19, 2008 1:17am
bored....i hate myself..but i kno im just in a low mood and it will past..but my low self esteem and lack of confidence wont..oh well what can ya do
mon226’s Profile
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About Me
Im starting college in the fall. I plan on majoring in occupational therapy.
Interests
Sports. Music. Shopping. Europe. TV. Music
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bored
July 15, 2008 10:11pm
bored so im writing in this thing...ok so i could be getting my stuff ready cuz im spendin the night at my friends house so i guess ill make this …
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Journal Entry for July 12, 2008
July 12, 2008 8:48pm
so i kinda like this journal thing...i mean you get to write whatever you want. and it doesnt even matter what because i dont think anyone will judge …
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what the fuck
July 12, 2008 12:26am
i hate my fuckin self right now. i just wish i was an angel looking down on ppl or something...it would be so much easier. isnt that what everyone is …
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i need an angel
June 30, 2008 10:46pm
im tired of my life........someone or an angel help me get a grip
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hi, i'm hanging in there. today's not as good as other days. how are you?
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thank you so much for trying to help me. i'm a wreck but knowing you care makes a tiny difference
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just kind of watching you fill up the boards with your name, lol. other than that im doing alright.
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so, how are you doing tonight?
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Close Depression
mon226 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Close Bereavement - Teens
My mother got ovarian cancer when I was nine. It went away after chemo and then she got ovarian cancer again when I was in seventh grade, and until I was tenth. She got real sick and my parents kept strong. They were really positive but I never really new what was going on until I talked to the doctor. One day my dad told me that my mom wasnt going to make it. She ended up living about two more months in the hospital but eventually passed a away. It has been about two years sinced shes passed.
Treatments
- Keeping Busy Somewhat Helpful
- It keeps me focus and helps me work towards something.
- Music Working / Worked
- I love music and some songs help me feel a little better.
- Remembering Working / Worked
- I use to love watching family videos with her in it, or looking at pictures. It helped me keep her alive in my mind.
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- They have helped me alot. My family is there for me.
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- It is helpful to get it out, but now i feel like a burden on people because I think i pushed my two best friends away because I talked to them so much. Now, I like to keep things more to myself.
- Time Working / Worked
- I have grown so much and learned to deal with my mothers death.
Open Depression - Teen
My mother died of cancer when I was in 10th grade. Dealing with her death and everything that comes with that has caused me to get depression. Ive been depressed for a while but medicine for it and it seems to be working but lately it dont think it has.
Treatments
- Music Working / Worked
- I love music and concerts. Music helps me lighten my mood.
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- I try this but it can pretty hard sometimes.
- Talking Working / Worked
- It works but i dont think you should tell too much to some friends. i think that is how i lost two.
- Writing Working / Worked
- I do not have a journal but writing how a feel every once in a while helps me get by.
- Zoloft Working / Worked
- It worked pretty well after a while. I can notice a difference but Im not sure its having such an affect on me now.
Open Teen Anxiety
My mother died of cancer when i was in 10th grade. Dealing with her death and coping has caused to me have depression and anxiety. Sometimes i feel alone and like i have no friends even though i know its in my head, and sometimes i do not want to go out because im scared that i will feel out of place and like i cant be myself or that i will bring them down with my mood. i have good and bad days though
Open High School Stress
High school just stressed me out. I mean im just got finished with it but the school work and test, trying to get good grades, friends, drama....school is stressful and im really nervous to go to college but an happy to go at the same time.
Treatments
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
Open Shyness
I can be a shy person. Sometimes I feel like I feel out of place and just cant act like myself because I am scared of the result.
Open College Stress
I going to start my first year of college this fall and i really excited but really nervous too. I am worried that the univeristy will be too big and I wont knot how to live so independently. I am also worried about making friends.
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