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so things are bad again. i just got a job, and everyone is so rude to me. and now im finding out that my husband is looking and jacking off to girls online again. we just broke up for that a month or two ago! and he's doing it again. i want to cut myself so bad right now. but i havent in about two months and i dont want to ruin that. but i dont know what else to do.
i cant even think because i have too many things in my mind.
i cant do this anymore.
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well i havent been on in a while. but things have been great.
i havent even thought about cutting myself.
sometimes i feel alone though
because i have so many deep thoghts i want to say.
but no one i know, will understand them.
which makes me feel like i have no one to talk to.
anyway. im just watching a movie.
alex is passed out.
or watching dragon ball Z movies.
lol.
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I am so sorry to hear that you are going through this tough time- life just isn't fair sometimes I tell ya. Well I think that you have to try VERY hard to focus on yourself and your well-being and happiness right now. I know it's hard but you need to try. Why are people being mean to you? I feel that maybe they are just miserable people and you know they say misery loves company- just remember it's not the only job in the world and you can find another one where you are happy and people are nice to you. You can also have a new attitude tomorrow and kill them with kindness- it can't hurt to be the bigger person right. Have you and your husband tried counseling? I am wondering if that might help? Don't let other people take your happiness away- life is too short. You need to surround yourself with people who are positive and make you feel good. Do things for yourself that make you happy too like rent some fun movies, read a good book, etc- you get the picture I am sure. i am not sure that I have helped very much but please just know that life always has it's rough times but things will get better
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