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summer19

Female, 19, tampa, FL

Member since May 9
is feeling Good
About Me
my name is summer. im very down to earth and i accept everyone for who they are.im bi-polar, agoraphobic, i have anxiety attacks and a bunch of other things that are wrong with me but my doctors dont know what they are yet. i dont like being judged. and i hate drama.i have to have control over everything. if i feel like i cant control something that is happening, i will freak. im a cutter. and have been cutting myself for 7 years now. if you have any questions about it, please feel free to ask me.
Interests
singing, modeling. meeting new people, learning new things. i love watching independent movies such as; the dreamers, requiem for a dream.and so on. i love all kinds of music but it has to be positive.
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- well hello there
  
  July 2, 2008 4:12am
  
  well i havent been on in a while. but things have been great.
  i havent even thought about cutting myself.
  sometimes i feel alone though
  because i have …
- i cant believe it!!!!
  
  June 23, 2008 7:36pm
  
  george carlin died today.
  he was my favorite comedian. and he's gone.
  no one could ever take his place.
  he told the truth, got under peoples …
- its great
  
  May 29, 2008 9:44pm
  
  alex and i cleaned the entire house yesterday. it took 4 hours.lol because when we first moved in, we just put a bunch of our stuff in the spare …
- everything is better
  
  May 27, 2008 3:00pm
  
  so when alex got home from work last night, like as soon as he walked in the door he said he was so sorry for the fight we had earlier. and that he …
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  See you feel dark and dreary so hears something to make you happy and cheery :).
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Goals

finally stop cutting

Progress

60 %

Goal End Date is Jan 1, 09 160 more days.

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- Close Female Sexual Issues
  i feel like i dont ever need sex. but i dont want my husband to feel like i dont love him. it hurts me when i have sex. and i dont know why. is my vigina too small? him too big? or something else. please help.
- Close Depression
  Type: Clinical (Major) Depression
  for the past four days i havent ate, drank, or slept because all i can do is cry. and i dont know why.
  Treatments
  
  Seroquel Not Working
  
  i was put on it for my bi-polar disorder all it did was make me more moddy, eat 24/7 and i always cried.
  
  Zoloft Not Working
  
  this was the first med i was perscribed. i was 13 when i was taking it. i tried to kill myself by overdose and cutting. i quit taking it after that.
- Open Bipolar Disorder
  i was diagnosed with bi-polar disorder 7 years ago. it doesnt bother me that much i dont think.
  Treatments
  
  Risperdal Somewhat Helpful
  
  my doctor gave this to me for sleeping. he said take it at 9 and i would be asleep by 10. cuz i have trouble sleeping.
  
  Seroquel Not Working
  
  made me really moody, emotional, and hungry 24/7.
- Open Anxiety
  my whole life i have suffered from anxiety. it has recently got really bad.i havent left my house in 2 years because of it.
  Treatments
  
  Breathing Exercises Not Working
  
  everytime i try to close my eyes and breathe it out,i feel dizzy and sick like i want to throw up.
  
  Meditation Not Working
  
  my mind can never stay on the topic its saposed to.
  
  Positive Thinking Not Working
  
  i always think negative, and about all the bad things that can happen, never the good.
  
  Xanax Working / Worked
  
  ah, i love it. it isnt perscribed to me, but i get it and it relaxes me. i just dont like feeling tired when i dont want to be. i have problems with control.
  
  Zoloft Not Working
  
  when i was put on this at 13 i tried to kill myself.
- Open Insomnia
  i never sleep. i go to sleep at like 4 am, if im lucky, and i dont wake up until 10 hours later. if i get 8 hours, i fall asleep.
Groups
- Depression Group
  
  Member since May 9, 2008
- Victims of anxiety and panic attacks
  
  Member since May 9, 2008
- Depressed Anonymous
  
  Member since May 19, 2008
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- Doug
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- jocnlivsma
- Ruko
- BrightEyes
- SeanCky
- blue47
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