mollyee's Journal

The 1st of June 2008

I can not belive  we are in June already where is the year going.

Well today i have been a little bit better i am still bad but a little is better then nothing.

I have felt like cutting but i have not it has been hard, i have hit the wall and burised my hand but it is ok.

The last deep cut i did is now badly infected, my mam knows about my self-harming and she is now worried about me and i feel like saying is that a little bit late to worry about me.

Any way like i said a little better to do i think being on my own for a couple of hours today, i got to spend some alone time with my two dogs and i got to listen to some of my music and have a good cry and i throw a couple of pillows around to get my angar out it helped alittle but not a lot.

I just hope i can keep my pact not to cut until a least tomorrow night when i can talk to my friend i made my pact with.