thanks to all who read my journal …
thanks to all who read my journal ,and care, but i'm afraid there has been a mistake. i'm not an addict. what i ment to …
The 29th of may 2008.
Well yesterday was so hard and stessful but I am pround of myself for getting though it.
Today was the first time well for as long as can remember that I woke up in a little tiny bit happier mood.
I have not had a lot of sleep last night because of my mam.
I even told my mam because she has been going on all night about the fact that i went though with the court case and that i have ruined her life and that she can never show her face in public because everyone knows, i told her that i blame her partly because she did not stop it happening and she isthe one who ruined her own life it is not me to blame for what he did to me.
That is the first time i have said that i was not to blame i meant it.
So far it has been a littl bit of a better day and i am enjoying it while it last tomorrow is a new day and i ment feel bad again.
thanks to all who read my journal ,and care, but i'm afraid there has been a mistake. i'm not an addict. what i ment to …
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Today I am happy because my son is home! He tells me as we're journaling - "Mommy - we need the BIG GREEN …
Good for you. It's hard but your mother should know that she needs to take responsibility. She should have protected you, and instead she's protecting him. Good job. :)
Iphegenia
I'm glad you told her you're not to blame, that took a lot of courage!
Phoenix07