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10/052008
My dad came round to day it is the first time I have seen him since I came out of Hospial on Tuesday after he raped me on Monday.
I fell so angry, upset, lonely and I have not stopped crying.
I also feel dad inside and that I don't see anything to live for.
He came to say sorry like that would make things right and to get some more of his stuff, when I asked him to leave and I would send his stuff on he said that I was overreacting about what happened and that when it happened before I just got on with it. I did not just get on with it I self-harmed and cryed and I stopped felling anything.
I now can not show how I fell I look like I don't care about been raped and abusedand all the other stuff but inside I am tearing apart and I am dieing inside.
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What a frightening situation for you!
You may have issues; but, your dad has a serious problem...one that could put him in prison...does he realize that?
Is there no legal agency that you can contact, for your own protection? You are a human being...it's the least that you deserve!
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