Reflections from the Middle East (part 5)
22 april, 12.46am Just a thought on butterflies. What determines my level of butterflies? What is my preferred …
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Well, here we are. One day left to go and now I am really letting go. There is no more waiting (well not really). I am starting to prepare for the first time how I will deal if it is N. I am staying hopeful, but I realize I will be alone tomorrow and need to have some sort of plan. All I can come up with for now is that I will go to the gym and run until there is nothing left. Although, more than anything I hope I get to sit on my butt and do nothing except be pregnant! Oooh- there goes that feeling in my belly again. It is a bit like cramps mixed with butterflies and gas. Gross I know. I am grateful that we get to do the progesterone shots but it makes it so hard because it puts off you getting your cycle. Therefore, I really have no idea what my body is feeling. All I can do now is wait. My partner and I are going to go out for cold stone ice cream this evening. I figure if there is no pregnancy I might as well and go out eating guilt free one last time! Please Please let this be our moment. Let our baby come to us now.
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