Playing my guitars and bass, singing, I love dancing with a passion but don't get to do it as much! People who make me laugh I like going to the gym when I'm not so skint. Music is my life, without music ther would be nothing! Good times...
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Hey hope you are okay :):) Hugs. What 80s music you into? You seem kooL!! xxx…
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Kool,. I'm more into metal but I like a bit of everything from britney to, deftones, lamb of god ! haha.…
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Hey :) How are u? Hope you're doing okay! xx hugs…
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tinkerbell89 wrote a journal entry: Self help shit 4:47pm
Does anyone download those positive thikning hypnosis things? I feel like ive brainwashed myself with…
July 20, 2008 4:47pm
Does anyone download those positive thikning hypnosis things? I feel like ive brainwashed myself with them! Is that wrong? But looking back, without …
July 20, 2008 2:50pm
I constantly feel guilty for everything. For my mum, for my boyfriend , for my friends like im a massive burden. I can't shed off what people …
July 20, 2008 2:46pm
This has been sucha a shit week. I feel sooo weird lately. I really feel not myself, I don't know how to feel okay. I contstantly …
July 7, 2008 4:21pm
I feel so trapped. I don't know what's wrong with me . I just feel blank. I feel so lazy and can't be bothered. I used to like myself and …
July 6, 2008 5:15pm
I feel so depressed right now. My mum annoys the fuck out of me and I've realised a whole host of problems I can't even begin to know where …
hello.I'm not really that cool,i like 80's rock,def leppard, jovi, g'n'r, metallica, megadeth etc,i like newer bands as well but i still love the eighties stuff,life was a bit more carefree back then. u look like you can play, I've just started learning
hey hope your doing ok and taking care depression is a bitch :( take care and stay strong darren
sorry i meant to write- i feel like shit, and not u feel like shit.....hit the wrong button
don't think i'v heard any lamb of god.lol.i like some metal like rage agains the machine, i saw them live in 2000 and they were amazing!glad the gym helped ur mood! u feel like shit!
hey......i love abientent guitar music like sigur ros, mogwai and really love radiohead........how about you?
I don't really know what to say here but at the moment my life just feels fucked. I feel so lost and I cry all the time and there's no-one I can tell. I'm scared that I'm guna keep getting worse and push away everything that means a lot to me. I'm in a band and I think being in the band is what has tipped me off even though I love it with a passion it takes so much energy from me. I have a major problem with not having confidence and each gig I do really tests my nerves even though I can see a huge improvement from when I started out. Before the band I was always extremely shy and now I don't know where I stand with myself and feel a bit manic. I've applied for councilling cuz I think it wil help. I just wish I had someone I could tell everything too. I feel so alone. I have a boyfriend and it hurts me that I can't tell him all this, it's because I don't want to feel weak and I feel vulnerable when I let people know things about me. I just don't know what to do with myself anymore and it's really hurting me! I'm also finding it hard to bury my past and constantly feel guilty for some of the things that have happened in the past and it makes me feel like a bad person. I don't know if I have depression or something, or that I just need to talk to someone! I constantly read things on how to be positive and stuff like that but nothing seems to ever work. I hope there is someone out there similar to what I feel! Thanks for reading.
Hey I have been shy all my life until recently I joined a band cuz it's somethign I've always wanted to do. I still feel that I am a shy person and it takes me so much to be able to do each gig. I don't know where I stand with myself anymore because sometimes I feel extremely confident and then others I'm a nervous wreck and I worry that I get percieved as weird! Has anyone felt this? I get uncomfortable extremely easy
