dolphin888's Journal

So I couldn't resist. This morning I sent an email to him asking about the flowers and if he really needed to think or was trying to preserve my feelings. I'm happy I didn't confront him and rather ask him calmly since I had a feeling it was not what it seemed like. Turns out he did talk to me about it last week and I had forgotten about it. At least not I know what he's thinking about mainly. He wants to be sure things won't just go back to the way things were before. I totaly understand his fear and I just wish he would see that I don't want that either and I want to do everything I can to rebuild a relationship that's a happy one and leave the past mistakes at that, the past. I've made big changes in my life and I wish he could see that I've made those changes for me and not in an effort to win him back, only to go back to my old ways after. I love him so much and I really hope he makes the decision to give us a second try. In th meantime, I have to make my life about me and my positive changes.