dolphin888’s Profile

About Me

***I recently moved to California to be with my family while I try to rebuild my life after a separation.*** Ok, well this is 2 months later and things have changed quite a bit. I went through a few weeks of being excessive compulsive about going to med school, reading everything in sight about it. I needed that at the time to help me deal with things. I still want to go to med school but unfortunately the "high" passed and the pain came back with a vengeance! My husband and I are now thinking of trying again, not as a married couple living together, but going back to dating and rebuild a relationship. Well I shouldn't say WE it's more me waiting for his answer...so far I got a "I'm 90% sure I want to do this" just waiting to see if he'll get to 100%!! The wait is killing me. I've completely put my whole heart on the table and hope is very high. If he decides he no longer feels it's right, I'm gonna be right back to step one. Being in limbo is driving me insane and I've had some of my worst days ever since we first had the discussion over a week ago. Days where you beg god to come and get you already because you can't stand the pain one more minute.

Interests

Travelling, anything to do with medicine, horback riding, kick boxing (although I can't anymore since I injured my neck in a silly bungee like jumping incident), Tennis (same applies here! lol), of course shopping!, kayacking...