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This has not been a good weel at all! When u see the grey color that I write with u can bet I'm not doing well! I can feel myself going back into Deep Depression! No I don't like it! When u go to therapy, group therapy, and take meds, what else can u do????? I guess I need to hang on by a hair, it's not easy! I hate it! The sun is not shining, which I need it to! Overcast skies always make me sad. Must be those darn chemicals in the brain! I wish I was NORMAL, but I never will be! I just wish I could go somewhere I would be Happy, LIKE HEAVEN! I've been happy before, Y can't I be like that all the time? LIFE SUCKS RIGHT NOW!
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Yes, this is a sad story!!! I'm sorry you're writing in grey! I also know what the pits of depression feel like...so I can actually tell you I understand.
I was always taught to get through the depression one hour at a time. Like, ok, it's one o'clock, maybe by two o'clock this will lift. I actually did that for a long time. It worked for me.
You know the depression cycles and you will have better days.
I am praying that you feel the depression lifting today!!
God changes things. Pray my friend. That's the key!!
DarlaC
I have been told what goes down comes up... like a ball.. DarlaC is right one hour at a time day by day it will get better.. Just takes time hang in there...Heaven can wait your not done here on earth yet so put the fork down your not done yet...lol... love ya..
momacat