birthday
June 25, 2008 2:23pm
tonight is my birthday dinner with my family. its supposed to be fun and all for me but if it was up to me i'd be in bed. now i have to put on a …
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jan112
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About Me
25. been depressed all my life. major depressive disorder, panic disorder, social anxiety, and drug addiction. i love to draw, take pictures, listen to music, play poker and just chill. i do not like to go to the club. i hate it in fact although a nice white trash bar with pool tables is right up my alley.
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politics, religion, art, music, mental illness, traveling
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Journal Entry for June 7, 2008
June 7, 2008 3:06am
so i quit taking my meds AGAIN. i got suicidal AGAIN. now i'm back on them and feel great. its so weird how when you're depressed …
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June 7, 2008 2:50am
it's so funny that they use a blacked out image of someone slumped over in sweats if you don't have a picture. I find it pretty accurate so …
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I will pray for you that you can overcome that is that troubling you and become a happier person
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I think that's a good idea because it is very hereditary. A good site to find out info. about these sort of things is N.I.M.H If those initals are not right let me know & I'll give you the right ones.
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Sounds to me like you might have Bipolar or Rapid Cycling Bipolar to me rather than depression. People are misdiagnosed ALL of the time. You might want to look into it.
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Type: Clinical (Major) Depressiondepressed all of life. Hospitalized 3 times in past 2years for suicidal thoughts and attempts. Doing much better since november. 6 months is pretty good. on top of the world thanks to very frequent CBT
Treatments
- Celexa Somewhat Helpful
- currently on this and am doing well but i would attribute my success to other forms of treatment
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- worked better than any other treatment for me but i learned i can't go just once a month and if i'm suicidal i go everyday till i'm not anymore. Only works on people willing to trust therapists expertise
- Cymbalta Not Working
- took me straight to the hospital
- Effexor Not Working
- felt awful on this drug
- Lexapro Somewhat Helpful
- helped for about 5 weeks then back to tears
- Meditation Working / Worked
- helped me learn to observe my emotions like this made me sad and i am sad now and to except that sometimes you will feel sad but it will pass
- Paxil Not Working
- didn't help
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- apparently if you take like 30mins out of your day to think happy thoughts it makes it easier to have happy thoughts all the time like practice makes perfect
- Prozac Working / Worked
- took it with wellbutrin and loved it very affective
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- helps with anxiety
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- a must
- Wellbutrin Working / Worked
- love it in conjunction with SSRI's
- Writing Not Working
- didn't help at all
- Zoloft Not Working
- made me worse
Close Codependency
codependant depressed been in hospital frequently feel like my depression is under control now.
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