Daily Beat
July 4, 2008 6:25pm
Hi Everyone,
I am so happy it is raining. I hate to sound like a party pooper, but, I have a dog who is scared of big noises like …
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Jensfriend
is feeling Excellent
About Me
Feeling very alone after the murder of my best friend in Sept 07. I teach high school. Love horses, ride 2-3 times a week. Pray 2-3 times a day. Have 2 friends with cancer. Have 3 dogs (2 were hers), 1 cat and 1 horse. Currently in remission with Lupus with extreme fatigue and joint pain. Chronically depressed and anxious, in therapy with new therapist.
Interests
Reading, Writing, photogrpahy, quilting, riding horses, walking, praying, watching movies and TV series on Netflix, sleeping
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Jensfriend started a goal to See God's gifts.
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Jensfriend wrote a journal entry updating their Being less irritable goal 6:25pm
Hi Everyone, I am so happy it is raining. I hate to sound like a party pooper, but, I have a dog who…
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Jensfriend commented on their journal entry A Song Worth Singing 6:19pm
Can a teacher learn to spell God? Jeese, I guess not during the summer months. Sorry folks. Guess I am…
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Jensfriend wrote a journal entry: A Song Worth Singing 6:17pm
Chorus: Dear God, we will honor You Teach of all that's true Live our lives as You have claimed Praise…
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Jensfriend changed their mood to Excellent 6:17pm
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Jensfriend wrote a discussion post in the Bereavement support group: Why are we "tested?" 6:06pm
Why does it seem that bad things happen to good people? I am no saint, don't get me wrong, but I have…
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Jensfriend gave dani11brunson24 a Hug 5:49pm
you are so thoughtful…
Thursday
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Jensfriend replied to mssunshine’s discussion post Lost and confused in the Bereavement support group 4:53pm
I think my mom could really relate to you. My middle sister - and her favorite one - dumped her out of…
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Jensfriend gave unhappyone Flowers 4:50pm
Have a great 4th…
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Jensfriend gave Jennijem a Hug 4:49pm
Who is that cutey pie on your shoulder? Aren't animals angels to us? I love them too.…
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Another update, no news is good news?
July 3, 2008 4:35pm
Hello,
I have not been online much as I have actually had the energy to clean the house! Ride the horses! Go to an Auction! It's …
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Back at the computer
June 28, 2008 9:31am
Hi Friends,
My computer is now fixed and I am back online.
It is really really hot here so I try to get everything done outside early in …
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Offline fo ra few days
June 25, 2008 11:21am
Hi guys,
Still having computer problems. May be offline for a few mored days. Sorry. Anne
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I’m With You
I understand. Susan
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Im glad your feeling good today. enjoyed your story, Daisyday
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you are truely in my prayers i understand totally where you are coming from i.ve lost two children a little boy at 3 months too sids and on may 29 of this year i was eight months pregnant and my baby passed away in side me a little girl so i just want you too know i understand where your coming from totally your in my prayer god bless you
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Thought I would wish you a happy 4th... . hope your having a great day.....Sandy
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Happy Fourth of July!Have a great day!
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Support Groups
Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a FriendHi, I am Jennifer's friend, one of hundreds who miss her funny laugh, her encouragement and her light. She was a victim of a bully while alive and of domestic violence in her death - he murdered her in Sept. 2007. We had many plans that won't happen now. I am involved in the prosecution of the main who basically tried to cut off her head and left her to bleed to death. The story is in the media constantly. The trial starts in less than a month and I will (God-willing) participate.
Treatments
- Crying Working / Worked
- Sobbing, screaming out - sometimes still in shock
- Getting Angry Not Working
- What's the point? It won't bring her back?
- Grief Counseling Somewhat Helpful
- Counseling has helped.
- Keeping Busy Somewhat Helpful
- I work full time, and help part time with Jen's horses.
- Pets Working / Worked
- I adotped her two dogs and try to see her horses frequently.
- Poetry Working / Worked
- Working on 2 fiction novels - one for her.
- Prayer Working / Worked
- I don't know how I would have made it through without God's shoulder.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Got to have support.
- Reading Working / Worked
- Joyce Meyer, Max Lucado and easy fiction books - the Bible has been good too.
- Remembering Too Soon to Tell
- Sometimes good, sometimes not good. Summer will be hard - it is when we went to a lot of competitions. Now, that won't happen.
- Support from Friends & Family Too Soon to Tell
- Friends - definitely YES. Family - Okay, they are disfunctional.
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- Helps talking to detectives and lawyers.
- Time Too Soon to Tell
- I can't every forget her. She will always be with me.
Close Families of Prisoners
I have a friend who was incarcerated last August for a crime he admitted to and he felt he was doing the right thing to confess. He is an illegal immigrant and did nothave a lawyer present. He took a plea after finally getting a lawyer and got 8 years in prison.
Treatments
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- Everyone I talk to feels as badly as I do.
