poooooooooo!!!!!!!!!
June 7, 2008 3:46pm
i just feel so poo today just god dam poo!!
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Goal End Date is Jun 5, 08 30 days ago.
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tamsta
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About Me
im a mum of a two year old girl im recently divorced and disowned!! am really in need of some support!! advise!?! please freinds even?? please! cant doooooo this alone!! xx
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yay
June 4, 2008 4:42pm
yay iv not cutt for nearly two weeks!!! im soo made up and its been because i have so much else on my mind!! im pre ocupieing my mind its hard as …
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Journal Entry for May 22, 2008
May 22, 2008 4:47pm
this is it its all over now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i just cant do it!!!! sorry!! xx
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yay
May 16, 2008 5:16pm
yay another day has past and i aint cutt its been 5 days now!! the urges are soo strong and i do wanna cutt but am determined not to!! its gettin …
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Journal Entry for May 14, 2008
May 14, 2008 6:03pm
another day gone am feelin soo proud of myself! even tho im starvin myself in a desperate bid not to cutt myself! it seems to be workin! yay! just …
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Support Groups
Close Self-Injury
i first started to SI wen i was 15 it helped me cope with certain problems! then i stopped for years now i started it back up again last year and im crazy with it! iv had all sorts of peple trying to help me but it wont work ill stop wen i feel i can! untill then ill continue to SI in private as it provides me with such a release from everything thats going on!! xx
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Red Marker Working / Worked
- Rubber Bands Working / Worked
- Squeezing Ice Working / Worked
- Tattoos Working / Worked
Close Single Parenting
iv been tryin to raise my little girl alone now for just over a year! i left my husband after heat contiuaslly beat n raped me! now he does all he can to make my life hard! and even tho my little girl is young she seen sooooo much and it affects her behaviour!
Open Depression
im a single mum with an abusive ex partener and no family to turn to its just my little girl and me a waste of space mum! i need sopport and advise!
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
my babys dad is abusive and even tho iv left him he manages to make every day of my life a livin hell, he wont let me move on he feels greathaving so much power over me he is suffercatin and i want a way out!! x
Treatments
- Abuse Counseling Not Working
- i tend to clam up and cant let it all out!
- Divorce Somewhat Helpful
- haha the divorce!!! he kept me waitin for the divorce givin him more and more power over me! but eventually he was forced to sign the papers!! x
- Leave Not Working
- i left my abusive partener after he bought my baby in the room to watch him beat n rape me! me n my little girl lived in hotels and safe places 4 a year movin every few days wen he found us! now we have a house he is still there! always on the phone or just sittin on the wall watchin and wen he does come to see the baby we row then i get hurt or forced to have sex with him leavin me feelin iv had enuff!!!
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