Journal Entry for June 19, 2008
June 19, 2008 10:36am
6/19 One day closer to vacation, going to HERSAY, Pa.
My plan is to forget about …
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About Me
BP1 / BPD, I am a rapid cycler, swinging from down to up and back down about every 6 weeks. (this sucks bad) I suffer from anxity and panic attacks. I Am an ex cutter, in recovery for about 9 months now, I lost out on July 11. I am all about horses, my daughter is a barrel racer and I love to watch her ride. I have a paint mare that is 8 years old, I am a member of AQHA and APHA, I enjoy camping with my wife of 28 years and have been a truck driver for 22 years. My Moto: Live your life like today is your last day living, because it just may be. My favorite song has to be by PINK, DON'T LET ME GET ME.
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Horses, Horses, Horses. Need I say more? Oh yeah, stealing a quiet moment with my wife, a bottle of wine and a fire in the fire place, ahhhh....
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BlueToes gave angelrock a Hug 7:01pm
Say girl, watcha goin to off yer self? Bad as you got it, others got it worse and you gona be 18 befor…
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BlueToes replied to guitarXthrasher’s discussion post i slipped up a bit. in the Self-Injury support group 6:53pm
And, you sliped up. I did last week, you know what I learned from this board, it's okay to slip up, it…
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BlueToes replied to paf40’s discussion post Med Combo's in the Bipolar Disorder support group 6:45pm
I do 400mg Lithium 2x daily, 400 mg. Wellbutern 2x daily, 800mg. Seroquel every bedtime. plus a few other…
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BlueToes replied to bianca’s discussion post anxiety attacks and lithium in the Bipolar Disorder support group 6:41pm
Ah yes, Lithium, I love it well. It works wonders for me. Well, actually, my cocktail of choice works…
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so so
June 18, 2008 11:39am
Doing so, so, right now. I am in another mixed episode. Sometimes up, Sometimes down, maybe minutes, maybe hours. Is there a Pdoc in the house. I …
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MP3 HELL
June 5, 2008 10:14am
Another lovely day. POOP! I am trying to get my MP3 player set back up today, stupid ppl as customer service need to pull their head out of there ass …
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Oh..my modem you mean, slow strangulation, followed by drowning, car tyres spinning, and then ocean throwing..yes..so so so frustrating..minimal assistance on the homefront as i am criticised for my duration of time spent on line anyway...i really want to throw the most childish tantrum you know?..yes i have not forgotten about your health by the way bluey :)
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I am so pleased to hear you cheeky again..but i havent finihed havin a yarn with ya Bluey mate so will attempt to catch up later..if my modem keeps taking a dive i am considering taking to it with a sledghammer.driving over it a few times for good measure and throwing it in the ocean....smile ...thankyou my friend xxx
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Oh I am sorry to hear things havent been too good for you, hope the test for diabetes comes back ok for you, or if you do have it, that it can be easily controlled. Sometimes thats a good attitude to have. Sending loads of hugs your way. keep strong.
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Hi Havent spoken lately how you doing?
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Thinking fond thoughts of you bluey, squeeeeeeze warm hugs for you, are you hanging in okay?
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Close Bipolar Disorder
Treatments
- Depakote Not Working
- Can not take, have an adverse reaction, my liver ALT jumps through the roof for some reason.
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- I was on 30 day of intensive out patient theropy after a bout with a gun in my mouth. You know, for some reason the doctors don't like you to do that.
- Lithium Working / Worked
- good in combination with the right mix of meds.
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- I am taking 800mg a day. It works great for me, when I am ready to go to sleep, I take them and I am out like a light. I have been on this for nearly 3 years, I don't think I could live on without them. The only side effect I have is it makes me very dizzy, and sleepy.
- Wellbutrin Working / Worked
- gotta love it, part of my drug cocktail that keeps me breathing for yet another day, no matter how high I am or how low I am.
Close Self-Injury
Treatments
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- Outpatient Treatment Program Working / Worked
Open Diabetes Type 2
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