jodsterrocks69's Journal

Today its is nice out I am going to lay in the sun while the kids swim my husband Chuck is in a fishing contest he was in the water by 5 am he won a few years back got a 10lb walleye and its hanging on our wall he so looks forward to this contest to spend time with his friends then they go cook all the fish up at the bar he dont drink so hes home by 8:00 and I cant wait to talk and visit with him I am blessed to have met such a wounderful man chuck is very supportive with all my pain and EVERYTHING! "The story of how we ended up married". I was young 21 or so and I was very WILD Party Animal started when I was 14 I will get into that later. So my Mom was at Hudys Bar and she would always show off my pictures to everyone and always to chuck she would say "aint she Beautiful"( I have to admit I was Hot back in the day) well Chuck always had a girlfriend and would not cheat the nice guy that he was then one day my mom was showing him more pictures and he did not have a girlfriend I always had a crush on him and one night I was out at the Bars and I was hitting on him following him around and we did not end up together that night but later he told my mom" tell her to meet me here" (Hudys) it was a viking packer game so i went there around 3,  I was hungover from the night before but nothing a drink would'nt cure LOL  I had on a Red shirt,light blue jeans and my "RED HIGH HEELS" we had a blast, I told him oh I aint that kind of girl we ended up at my apartment and it was not hard for him to get me out of my clothes he was so HOT!!  LOL we stayed up until he had to go to work at 7 a.m. I cried when he was getting ready to leave I thought he would never come back he said "dont worry I am not going anywhere" and we spent everyday together the first week he started bringing paper bags  over with his clothes LOL so he was living with me right away I lived in low income and was going to Beauty School full time He got me out of there and we got married Sept. 11, 1993 and bought a house , Chuck raised my son Nathen  he was 4 or so when we met and his real Dad was never a big part of his life Nate calls him Dad. people are envious of us and what we have together love like ours is hard to find. We have 2 Daughters 13 and 7, two Dogs, Lilly a toy poodle and Maddie Rain 8 months old she is a Bishon-shi-tzu I will post some pics when I can figure out how?? My Son Nate is 23 I was very young when I got pregnant with him 14 and so was his Dad and it was both of our first time my Gym teacher told my mom she called her while I was sitting in her office I was very athletic and on the track team so my Gym teacher new something was up when I could not keep up and was in the bathroom hiding and throwing up Thank God for my Mom she was very supportive  she said she would raise the Baby as her own I wanted an abortion My Girlfriend and I were planning on taking a bus to the MPLS,MN to see my Dad my Boyfriend gave me $150 bucks and my Girlfriend had it in her locker in Gym and someone stole it, everthing happens for a reason so Nathen was born Aug 13, 1984 4 lbs, 2 Oz at 2 months early  and spent 2 weeks in the ICU but he was Healthy my Dad was happy when he found out I was having a Baby as Dad was diabetic, had a kindney transplant, and was Blind when we were just babys and Dad  knew he would not live long enough to be a Grandpa, Dad had both of his feet amputated and shortley after that Dad Passed away at 35 His Grandson was 2 months old  Mom and Dad were not together but were still the Best of Friends and Dad made sure we were well taken care of I miss him so much. My Mom took care of Nathen so I could Party and Graduate!! I would leave for weekends on end and not even  call her and if she said I was not going out I would leave anyway I am not proud of that but I was very young and I guess I did not want my teenage years taken away from me I put my mom through hell she had 5 Kids to deal with all 1 year apart and Twins I am a Twin but not real close with my Twin we are very opposite.  Mom used to always say when you have kids I hope they put you through what you have put me through well Moms are always right and I have been through Hell with my son he is Bipolar,ADAD, has been in and out of phys hospitals since he was 8 had been in jail when he was in his manic state he was angry and would take off on his motorcyle going 80 or his car he was very wreckless he has had 2 broken wrists both ankles broke one has pins and screws that happend when he was 14 and just recently another surgery on the same ankle pins and screws he overdosed on Kolopin trying to come down off a meth binge and was riding his 4 wheeler he spent 3 days in intensive care then surgery he ended up a month ago or so  getting caught with 2 controlled buys(Meth) out MY Gaurge!! this was a few months ago the undercovers came here and took him for a ride and told him what he was charged with and they wanted him to Nark and wear a Wire there is no way he could wear a wire nor would he  ever Nark anybody out and that is what he told them the controlled buys took place last summer and it happens to be one of his best friends that NARKED on him and again "Everything happens for a reason" Nate was getting out of hand and I did not know what to do he will go to treatment for 30 days, spend 30 days in jail and probation for 2 years I am very proud of him he has been clean since the undercovers came over and He would not Nark you do the crime you do the time A Lesson Learned, Nate is a good kid he is very kind,loving and caring and he makes me laugh evryday...... I am not proud of some of the thing I have done in my life I have done alot of Drugs you name it I have done it and Drank and partied alot and now I dont drink at all and family means everything to me." I have been there and done all that" I am very Blunt to the point and dont take any shit I have been through enough I dont care what people think of me,dont care if people dont like me I know I am a good person I try to be the best Mom I can be, the best person, Friend  I can be but I am not perfect and I make Mistakes either you love me or hate me I just dont give a shit anymore. Please dont think any of this is realted to any of my DS friends I am just venting and felt like journaling. I want to thank all of my friends on here for bring there for me and I will be here all of you to.. love and hugs, Jody