blairwitch's Journal

almost two weeks not smoking, what a roller coster, gone back to work now , on reduced hours, still very tired tho, nice to see my workmates tho, still feeling very low, had a massive argunent with my son this morning which didnt help matters, had all the emotions running threw me,crying ,angry, had enough of life apart from going threw all of this  didnt have a smoke, had enough now feeling this low, just want to be myself again and feel happy, i went to my monday night session last night , regarding stopping smoking, she told me i might need some vitamins to boost up my energy levels, said to try b2 never heard of it or kalms, went to the supermarket after couldnt see it ,so got multi vitamins instead , try that see if that helps, drinking loads of coffee tho , and dunking lots of biccies , naughty but nice, i dont care at the moment, just comfort eating, to make me feel better, just hpefully feel better tomorrow